I'm leaving for college in about 2 hours. I DON'T WANT TO GO. EVERYONE WILL NOTICE MY FAT UGLY SELF. :'( And they will all start asking questions, WHERE WERE YOUU? HOW DID YOUR VACATION GO? WHAT DID YOU DO? What am i supposed to say? "Uh yeah, went to the shrink, then she kinda dumped me, uh yeah." THE SHRINK? ARE YOU OKAY? "Uh yeah, now you see i just sort of have an ED and mom and dad caught me so they sent me there uh..." NOO NOO OF COURSE NOT!! I'm an awful liar. I guess i'll just say, uh not much, Just hang out. ? Yeah that'll do. OH MEN BUT PEOPLE WILL NOTICE MY FATNESS! This sucks this sucks!!!
I need strength. I'll fast tomorrow. My birthday less than a month from today. Sep 19th. Gosh, i'll be 20. I need to AT LEAST be 125.
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No they wont, everyone will say, "Hey!! It's great to see you, you look amazing and so much thinner!"
At least you'll be out from under your parents' watch.
Good luck I hope all goes well : )
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we're the same age. i have a month to drop to 127lbs. let's keep going.. going on a hunger strike. know that the sound of a growling stomach makes it all the more exciting and thrilling. :)
im so glad youre back babe!
xx
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