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Sunday, October 2, 2011

S u c k s

Better days, are they ever gonna come?

Yesterday was Dan's birthday, we celebrated it... And yeah, he was with his girlfriend... Damn happy, so in love... The girl is B E A U T I F U L ! Skinny (Of course), curly hair, lovely eyes, perfect nose and lips.... Perfect girl. Everything I am not. 

Steve told me he was going to be there, he wasn't there... He called me said I'll get there in 15 min... He never did. All my "friends", none of the went! I was there, all alone! With Lu, who was freaking drunk. 

I smiled and was "happy" all night... When I got home, i cried myself to sleep. I an asshole, right? 

This sucks, everything sucks. 
College isn't going right... I hate this. I hate my life. 
I thought 2011 was going to be great, I thought with me studying biology, then everything was going to work out right... I was so wrong. THIS SUCKS. I HATE THIS, I HATE MY LIFE.

4 comments:

Lucy's Shadow said...

C'mon sweetie! It's just a bad turn!
well done for looking happy at Dan's birthday, by the way!
I'm sending you lots of love
xoxo

Laughmesilly said...

I agree. I thought this year was going to be better and school sucks for me too. Start now and try to change things your life the way you want it to be. I cried myself to sleep the other night as well. I feel like we had a pretty similar weekend. Stay strong! <3

Stick Thin said...

i'm sorry hun. I wish i could help.

happy thoughts sent to you

xoxo

Miss Burton said...

you know what ... don't cry yourself to sleep. I mean it's not worth it, really.
dont think about those guys. let them be happy with their girls ...


and then get better and show em what they are missing :)