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Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Messy me

I'm back again. First of all, thak's for the lovely comments. I'm all better now, still miss her but it's okay. Lucy, I'd looove to go there, it looks mavelous.

I know i never say anything positive, but nothing good seems to happen to me. I am so sorry.

So, a month after my last entry my grandmother died. I don't know if i have told you but she got very sick in August and ever since then we couldn't take her out of the hospital. I still don't believe it, i haven't come down to earth, i guess. I just can't believe i will never see her again... Anyway, I don't really feel like talking about this.

2013 had a pretty cool and calm start, anyway, i went camping with my best friend. Just me and her, we're sort of having a mental break down, so we decided to run away from the big parties with awful music and a lot of drunk jerks.  It was good. being away for a couple days. I liked it so much i decided on running away for 10 more days haha, and went to volunteer to the animal rescue center i went a year ago. It was awesome, i got to work with moneys haha! :D So, yes, that's a good start, i suppose.

I met someone. Call him W. Or well, i met someone i apparently knew all my life. We've been dating for the past two months, and we have not kissed or anything of that sort yet. YES, I know, but he's just so so so much that i've always wanted, i really don't want to rush anything... . We have a lot in common, he's very shy and kind of weird, but: he is, and i don't want to soud like I am idolizing him, one of the most interesting people I know.

Since my last post i lost 6 pounds... Which i am pretty sure i gained back again. I'm a mess, i know. I'm a walking mess. 


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