I'm scared. You see, we all have a target weight. Mine is 118. I've seen 115, 100, etc in other blogs. But when we get there, will it be enough? How can i make sure that what i see in the mirror is the truth. No, don't get me wrong, i'm not backing down. Not eating, restricting, less than 700 cals a day is the only thing that has worked for me, and the only thing that makes me feel good and the only thing that makes me feel i have control over something.
But, will 118 be enough?
I want to be thin, i want to be skinny... I don't want to be super skinny, i don't want to be TOO skinny, i want to be pretty skinny.
This is NOT PRETTY, at all. Her arms are WAY too skinny,
as well as her legs. So this is definitely NOT my definition of
pretty, not what i want to be.
This isn't pretty, well... for OBVIOUS reasons! (Ew ew)
Then... What's pretty?
THIS...
8 comments:
Thank you for your beautiful comment love, you're wonderful :)
And enough... When is anything ever enough? I suppose we won't know until we get there.
I'm sure you'll be beautiful though, either way. :)
Xx
It's a doubt we all have.
I like myself skinnier that people like me. Not because of my body, but when I get under 115lbs my cheeks look a bit weird.
It's never enough. But you will know when you'd better stop losing.
Right now, I'm so fare away from my goals, not being able to stop is the last of my problems. And anyway, I'd rather be too skinny than too chubby!!!
Love you honey
i completely agree with your standards. healthy skinny all the way xx
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maybe it won't be enough:/ when i started losing weight for the first time when i was about 15-years-old i thought id be happy when im 50kg. but then when i was 50 kilos, then i wanted to be 48 instead. and then 46... then when i was 43 kilos i realized it would never end because i made just more goals. 39kg for next xmass, 35kg for next summer... and so on.i never saw myself thin. it's hard to stop dieting because you might get scared that you'll gain. but good luck! :) you must be determined. i don't want to be disgustingly skinny either, just perfect. but when you don't see yourself clearly, it's hard to know when you're thin enough
i totally understand your love/hate relationship with chocolate!! i'm like that too. i HATE chocolate but cant stop eating it cuz its so good. but it's still disgusting! that doesnt even make sense:D
take care xx
I know what you mean about not wanting to be scary skinny, just pretty skinny. I think it will help if you think of your weight more as a guideline and focus on how your body looks/ how clothes fit.
for instance, a few months ago I weighed about the same I do now, but I'm smaller and more toned now, my 124ish now looks a hell of a lot better than I did a few months ago when I first got below 120
i have the same worries. i think that because you can identify what's healthy and what's not.. you'll be fine. good luck <3
I agree with the pics at the bottom. The one of the girl in the white dress I really like. I have the same fears you do but I think it all comes down to personal preference. I've got a number goal to keep me focused but I guess my real goal is to be as thin as is right for my body whilst staying healthy and happy. & measurements mean more to me than the scales... stay strong! don't let the worry drive you crazy xxx
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